What you thinkin'?

I live in empty halls of decorated walls with only the silence of my footsteps. 

I remember much, but not enough,
to distinguish my dreams from reality.

I walk the days alive and in the moment, hoping to reach out to my self...

But ultimately find, that I've been blind, and I've been here all along. 

Taking control of your breath can help you take control of your reality.

Feeling powerless? 

 "Breath of Fire" - 30 Seconds of vigorous breathing. 

Feeling Stressed? 

In for 5 seconds, out for 5 seconds - repeat 

Feeling Hyper?

 In for 5 seconds, hold for 5 seconds, out for 5 seconds, hold for 5 seconds - repeat

If you are the ship, breath is the rudder. 

We (every organic substance on planet earth) are just biological anomalies produced from the last big bang explosion of our local black hole which subsequently created our current universe(s). 

So...You are all free to use your neurotransmitters to create you into whatever anomaly you wish to be...no judgements attached.  

I love it...the unified field of visible and invisible particles make up the universe. Theoretically, one could connect into energy streams that are connected not only to the past, but also to the future.    So, as I have come to understand, being in tune with one's personal energy flow creates the essence of being centred, of being at one with oneself, of being you.

 The curse of the homo sapiens. 

 I don't get to keep most of my memories...only the ones that allow for continuity ....and I don't even know if I actually experienced each memory myself or just imagined it.  It's been a long time since I was really alone and allowed to be myself. I have managed collectives for an eternity it seems.

As a child I used to take long walks thru the woods and along streams, finding it very peaceful and meditative. All the while, my mind would be chattering away at me.

I always seemed to know that I wasn't alone, knowing that I have had experiences from other adventures long before this one. But I never knew how to interpret that information, and generally never had the need to know how I knew, it was just something that I knew....places I'd been and circumstances previously experienced. Some times it was people that I knew from some earlier period, other times it could be memories of similar adventures that I had already experienced and shared.

Since being very young, I have always connected easily and naturally with others...strangers, acquaintances, friends, associates , as if I had known them forever. It is like 'knowing the soul' of the other person. For me, seeing the positive energy "resonating" from another's soul was something I experienced very easily.

Some "see" it, many don't. 

Energy attracts energy. Some people will easily share their energies with others, while others will just 'be there' and be respectful of those on their individual journey. There are some who feel the energy but don't quite understand it, as if they haven't quite figured out their own path and how to use this energy within their journey. 

Still others tend to hoard energy and, in instances, suck energy from others. 

Needless to say, the journey and adventure isn't for each one of us alone; it is for all of us as a collective. 

What are collectives? 

Collectives are much like gravity is to dust particles floating throughout the universe. Gravity slowly starts to pull particles closer, until, over time, the dust particles become a solid mass - a mass growing ever bigger. The collectives are like gravity... pulling in the individual energies resonating from each 'positive' or 'selfless' soul... and the more 'selfless'  each souls is, the more energy they resonate. The longer each soul stays on their 'selfless' journey, the more energy they produce for the collective. 

Collective energy from souls is a valuable commodity throughout the universe. It is a unique and very pure energy. It is neither fission nor fusion, but rather energy derived from biological association. One could say that it is energy freely created and freely given, given out by choice and not out of demand. It is never created out of force nor found in random reactions. 

Energy comes from the soul.
As each soul grows, their energy is offered individually for the collective good of the whole. As one progresses in selfless growth and collective knowledge, one begins to recognize their energy and "see" the soul of others who have also travelled the long path of selfless growth. Ultimately their excess energy is freely offered, collected and stored with others. The energy is retained in collectives. There are many who are gatherers and depositors into the collectives.

I think it is because of this 'seeing' of souls that I was first contacted. You see, I am fearless of others, fearless in a positive way. If I can get a look into an individual's eyes, I can then see into their hearts and souls...early on, I realized some souls have been around a very long time. 

There are no "bad souls", only un-enlightened individuals who don't dare look into their own souls. Souls range from selfish' to selfless', and a person only continues in the knowing of their own soul as they continue on their journey towards becoming selfless. It is through this selflessness that energy is created.

I can't remember when the first time I was used in the services of reading for souls, but I think it might have been back in '72 when I had just finish school and didn't choose to immediately go on to university. Since then, I have spent the past 50 years traveling across this planet, departing on one day and arriving two, sometimes three days later at my destination having taken a detour along the way. 

I would be diverted for hours, sometimes a few days, for soul readings and energy gathering. As I was travelling alone, no one realized I had diverted my journey when traveling from one location to the other.

Generally I would arrive at my departure airport and a note would be inserted into my passport at check-in.

I would be given a boarding pass to a particular location, to where I would then fly. I'd be met at the airport and usually be driven to a public location, generally a cafe or open air restaurant. 

There I would sit and wait, and watch. The location was always a very large international city. Hundreds of people of all nationalities would walk by my table at the cafe. Some would feel my presence, but most would walk by me, unconcerned and self-occupied. Those who would feel my presence responded in varying degrees of awareness and acknowledgment. Those who felt my strong presence would join me at my table and mingle their energies with mine. Never a word was spoken but eye contact was always made and energy exchanged. A nod was generally given when the individual would get up to go. The mingling of energy is very important before offering up one's energy to a collective.

Why am I telling you this? 

Because I want you to know that this valuable and positive energy comes from within each and every one of us. We each have the ability to share equally with everyone to help build something wonderful, powerful and ever lasting. 

All our feelings, fears, happiness, joys, experiences are captured and shared amongst us all to create a mass consciousness with energies that we currently have no way to even describe. There is no loss of individuality, as some might fear, but rather individuality is endorsed, as experiences are very necessary to create this bio-energy.

For those of you that have been fortunate enough to experience the warmth and compassion that comes from a caring family/partner/friendship, it is from this warmth and compassion that tremendous energy is created.  When those warm and compassionate moments are captured as energy, then collected and combined, they are exponentially more powerful.

This is the unique power of true bio-energy.

For those of you who have not fully experienced these feelings of a family/partner/friend relationship, this may be what you have dreamed of, and it is exponentially more dramatic than the dream.

How do I get there?

Each one's Life experiences can  be found somewhere on the scale: 

BURDEN  ( - ) --------------------- ( + ) ADVENTURE 

Life is the sum of one's  experiences, and each experience looked at in a positive way is very important in fertilizing the individual's continuous growth towards selflessness. 

If life is perceived as a burden, then the experiences an individual gets from their adventures is much diminished. On the other hand, if the adventure is faced full on and experienced as positively challenging, then the growth is tremendous. 

To be actively adventurous is win-win for both bio-energy growth and the individual.